Sem 3 Study Week.

Back on 20 December morning bus.
Want to do many things and eat many things.
Want to buy many things and make many things.
Want to study but not studying at all :P
Seem like not a person who is going to have her final haha.

Made Pau, banana cake and chocolate cake.
Banana cake very nice ^^

Got many drama to watch and currently watching 5 at the same time :P
Sot de.

Plan to go back malacca with Kee on Sunday by 5.30pm bus.
But don't know what mum and dad is worrying about.
Keep say don't better.
Just get in bus and get in bus then get in car.
Nothing to worry about.
Then have to change to Monday noon bus.
Have to back alone again.

Have party on 28 Dec Night.
Got Nasi Lemak and BBQ :D
Can't eat much :(
Don't know why I'm so full that time.
Oh and It is a party without Ying, Kun, Wee and Hong :)

Going back Malacca on 30 Dec..

My ear history

As you know, my ear wax is in solid state.
It gets bigger and bigger, more and more all the time.
So people should clear it after some time interval.
But I'm not dare to tick it out using the ear thing so I just ignore it.
Therefore, it has been two times that I have to consult doctor for it.
My hearing become unbalance and that is the time.
I have to drop med into the ear for about 3 days and get back to doctor for him to clear it.

27 October 2013.
I'm back from Genting.
My ear was pain without any reason and continues for about one week.
I consult doctor and inflammation happened.
Had antibiotics and med for sensitive.
For sure, med to drop is included.

XX November 2013.
Blood appeared. Pain came.
Went to consult doctor at Peringgit Polyclinic.
The doctor told me there is a hole on my membrane (耳膜)
She recommended me to Hospital Besar Malacca.

17 December 2013
I went to consult doctor at Hospital Besar.
Waited 2 hours for that 10 minutes.
The doctor make me clear my ear wax because she can't see.
After consulting she told me there is no hole and swollen happened at my ear canal.
Another med for dropping.

Tata The End :D

21.12.2013

Hello there :)
I'm home yesterday.
Study week now.
Don't know how to decide when to back Malacca and then heard that 28th got BBQ Party.
Okay done. Don't need to think much.
Back Malacca after 28th :)

See from Facebook that Mei kee them go for dinner yesterday :(
I would had been there too if I told her I'm back. I forgot.

I feel further from Aunty.
We got nothing to chat.
I don't try not to feel bad of her when she did something that doesn't match me.
But I won't show it too la..
Just something become different.
Which I don't know why.
But I believe that this will become better :)
Ah Sam just like usual.
Talk everything and do everything.

I'm good with friends.
Just like usual friend :)
I won't care much of what they think of me like last time.
Care until I can't meet their eyes.
Can't talk like me.

I thought about my LI before.
I am worried about it.
I have no destination to go and afraid of what awaiting me.
I don't know what should I do to get an internship.
I don't know where should I apply.
I am not expecting but worrying of it.
I need more confidence.
I'm not good enough to go further :(
In deep of my heart I know it's just an easy thing to do.
Just search for a company and apply.
If they ask for interview just go and if not just do it.
But I kept think of the hard part and ignore the easy part of it :(
Still got few months to go.
The more important thing I have to deal with myself is MUET.
I'm not good enough to get band 4 and not confident enough to get at least band 3.
Fighting!

My tablet is still under progress :(
Wonder when will I know whether it is fixable or not.
Shit.

I bought a dress for CNY :)
Something I would never do before.
I bought 3 T-shirts and tried to find for a green shorts but :(

Okay. That's all? :P

21.11.2013

진짜 오랜만에다 :)
진짜 그런가?

Bad news.
My tablet broken last week Tuesday (12.11.13)
I knew its battery left 18% like that before I slept last night.
When I wake up in the morning seeing it blank screen I thought it just simply battery out.
Charge it for about 4 hours.
No respond at all.
No really nervous or scared it will malfunction.
Just think Aiya.. If really rosak liao no money buy new one..
Feel so bad at first not having phone to play.
Not eating breakfast time. Not eating after lunch time. Free time between class.
Free time after class. Waiting bus time.
After two days?
Get used to it.
Just feel bad for not having a device to communicate.
Cannot chat with Wee through phone.
Cannot contact with Kee to take things or what.
Cannot use my own phone to contact with mum.
Cannot play games.
That's all the bad things.
Oh and cannot set alarm and listen to songs.
Cannot take photo also.
No more selca.
Even on the day of my birthday, have to use aunty's phone to take photos.

Bad bad things.
I lose my photos and diary in my tablet.
And also the "To me in one year time" which I completely forgot what I write for myself :(
No mood to write diary using computer or write it with hand.
All the memories gone.

But then.. I not actually needed a good phone is it :)

Chew Chin Siew

Don't ever forget that

嘴巴是人家的，人生是你的。

每个人都是独立的个体，没有了谁不会让你的生活崩塌。

每个人都有自己的人生，别嫉妒，别羡慕，你也拥有自己的人生 :)

公告

A post written to make sure I did what I promise.
Mission 46 kg

Breakfast (Before 9.30am)
Milk + Bread or Milk + Cornflake
Oat + Bread or Oat + Cornflake

Lunch ( After 12.30pm)
Normal, Reduce rice intake.

4.30pm - 6.30pm
Exercise
"Put up" Leg + Moving knee + Rope Skipping + Walking stairs + Hiking

Dinner (Before 7.30pm)
Oat + Cornflake or Normal reduced intake.

Note :
No more supper and tea time.
No ice-cream, chocolate and sugars.
At least exercising 3 times per week.
At least drinking oat as dinner 3 times per week.

Hold on til you success Siew :)
It's a deal..

3.11.2013

It's Sem break of Sem 3.
I back home on 1 Nov 2013.
Went back straight meet with Mei Kee them :)

My right ear has been facing problem since last week Saturday after getting down from Genting.
It was so pain on the first night.
Can't even touch it.
It's getting better but until now still cannot hear.
And I get something like hingus from the ear.
Green and watery thing.
Before that is red colour water. Tawar tawar one.
I thought it will recover itself.
But cannot. Have to consult doctor later.

Thought want to plan activities for my one week holiday.
But what can I do alone?
It is going to pass with nothing again..

11.10.2013

Hello there :)

It's been one month since I started my Semester 3.
Many things happened.
Especially on myself :P

Try to remember back the me in last 2 semester.
But failed to do so.
The timid, shy, useless, stupid and nonindependent me.
I don't even know my course-mates well.
Momo and Elvin felt my changes the most other than Aunty and Ah Sam.
They are the two that said I changed.
Now I'm independent enough. Brave enough. Cool enough and Don't stupid enough :P
I don't know what change me.
If it was the me last 2 sem I won't be joining 24 festive drum and dance club.
If it was the me last 2 sem I won't be getting around well with friends.
If it was the me last 2 sem I won't be so happy like what I did now :)
No more shy when I saw Wee.
No more hesitation when I decided to do something.
No more lack of confident thought in my mind.
But I know I can be better.
There's a me inside that haven't came out :)

I decided to keep fit.
Maybe I'm motivated by Wee.
He is so great.
He made me feel like I can do it.
I drink milk and eat a piece of bread as breakfast.
Lunch is as usual but decrease the rice intake.
Drink oat for dinner if there isn't any gathering.
Hiking, Badminton, Walking stairs, Exercise before sleep.
That's the thing I did.
But just that I feel like giving up recently.
The eager to eat become so big.
I still exercising. But I can't stop thinking about food.
So there's two inside me now.
One ask me to eat. One ask me to persist.
I am still on the persist side.
And I hope I won't lose :)

And then I'm trying to save money.
I don't make myself using over RM400 for one month.
If can below RM300.
Okay see you next time :D

월요거플 짱!

Running Man 2013.8.18 짝! 1% 의 우정.
A couple race.
Nothing different as it is interesting as it was.

And they make the difference.
Both of them choose 짝 (Couple) rather than 금 (Gold) after winning the race.

Feel so happy for them and touch for their choice.
Hope they really become 짝 and live a happy life :)

16.8.13

It's been a long time.
My 5 months holiday is finishing!
I done many things in this 5 months?

Hmm..
Watching dramas, movies, variety shows, television shows.
Learning more Korean.
Doing more cooking and driving.
Making cake, pau and dumpling. Although it doesn't end well. :P
Gathering with families, friends.
What's more?

The only thing I feel bad for not doing is travelling.
I try to plan when mk and sm was having holiday.
Around April that time.
But I don't know how to. and eventually it become 不了了之.

Prepare myself to ready for my Sem 3.
Hope I wouldn't make myself looks 夸张 for preparing too much things. :D

Kpop thing.

B1A4 - What's going on 이개 무슨 일이야  ♥

I forgot when did I start loving them.
Before Tried to walk album maybe. Or even before.
But I still remember why I choose to pay so much attention to them.
It was SBS Inkigayo Year End Concert.
I watched the DVD and they showed up for only 2 or 3 minutes with only one song.
But I feel they are so energetic and optimistic.
They make me feel happy to just watch them performing.

24 June.

정말 오랜 많이다.
이렇게 써 맞아는 것 물라.
근데 쓰고 싶어.

두달 만..
이 두달 만 참은 잘 살아 좋게다.

곧 할 말이 있어.
근데 어떻게 써는 거도 물라...

扫墓记

31/3/2013      晴

想想，已经七年没写日记了。
小学总觉得写日记是件痛苦的事，
明明没什么特别事发生却硬要写出些东西来，
总是把日记留到最后才写。

每年扫墓爸爸总是没办法回来，今年也不例外 :)
不过，缺席的人变多了。
阿毅、阿莹.、阿坤、阿茹和“Be jim”都没来。

如往年一般，先到太公那儿扫墓。
除草去土，烧香供奉。
每人烧香时都在心里默默地祈望，希望自己的愿望能实现。
有人希望工作顺利，有人希望学业进步。
有人希望全家平安，有人希望全家健康。
什么？你问我吗？ :)
当然是... 秘密!

太公那儿后便到太婆那儿。
太婆那儿较新，不必担心脚会被泥土弄脏。
同样地，除草、烧香、供奉等。
一切都办妥后便回阿嫲家了。

在家里只等着吃饭，
早上早起只吃了三个小笼包，肚子早就饿了。
米粉，面，炸鸡，汤，烧肉，黑汁还有最重要的辣椒 :D
简简单单却很满足。

Missed

There were so many things i wanted to write down before.
But there was no wifi for me to online in the hostel and eventually i forgot. :(

Busy for sem 2 final last 2 weeks.
Sleep late and wake up late.
Still remember i slept at 5am to study TITAS.
But everything i studied useless.
The objective questions got no related with what is in the book.
Everything is about reality. Guess guess and guess.
Just need to have 33 correct out of 50 but have no confident.
Technical Communication result came out.
Sad case, I only get B+.

Went to steamboat again after last day exam.
I thought no chance already.
Because aunty went out with family and ah sam was having exam the next day.
So no transport and no people would invited me.
But luckily Wee still remember me :D
He called and ask me.
Nothing nice about the steamboat but everything is just nice :)

8.3.13

Moved in SU on 18th Feb :)
Everything is good but nothing is fine.
It feels like a house for me.
But nothing in the house suit me.
Can't sleep well every night until now.
No wifi to online and have to use mobile.
No dobi inside the blok and have to go to another blok to wash clothes.
Need to walk such a distance just to take 20 sen of water.

Didn go out with chinese friends for 3 weeks.
But go out with malay friends on 6 March.
I can't compare between two friends outing.
Its feel different. But both feels nice :)

And lastly,
I am home today =)

成长 Grown up.

每一个人每天都在成长，

或许自己并不自知，

不过每一天发生的小事，

就算是小小的细节，

都会让我们成长。

I really feel that something changes.

One is not a strange word for me.

One is not a scary word for me.

One is a lovely and enjoying word for me.

Already.

1.2.2013

I forgot to bring my purse to Malacca.
No money No IC No License No card.

The first Friday in February.
Seems busy but do nothing.

Go library alone in the morning.
Go for lunch with Ah Sam in the afternoon.
We eat 鸭饭 :D
First eat something else other than 绿心.
Play badminton at 3pm.
Suppose to be finish at 7pm.
But the people want to clean up pusat sukan so we have to stop at 5pm.
Went to stadium and saw two person "painting" the UTeM bus.
They sat there for almost half an hour.
Kidding that we will be a team doing the work when sem break.
Hahaha.
Went back hostel after that.
Ohya. I first time played badminton for one and half an hour.
It's fun. But momo -.-

Then..
Sleep time.
Slept at 7.30pm until 9am.
Pigu and leg pain.
-End-

24 Jan 2013

I'm home ♥
It's complicated.

22 Jan 2013

I told you I want to say Hello.
You ask me to you?
I said to him.
You say just say it.
I say nothing to say besides hello.
You say just simple say something.
I stopped.

I hope you told me not to say hello.
Yet you ask me to say it.
I don't want to start our conversation.
Simply because I scared.

18.1.13

Another sport's day.
3pm of badminton and 5pm of cycling.

Blah.
We went out at 3.45pm but reach campus at 5pm.
It's so bad of us.
The Badminton Court cannot be used because they haven't clean up the table and chair or what after Degree's Final.
So they started cycling at 4 and we only reach after an hour they played.
They already tired and don't want to continue cycling already.

Everyong is wearing white shirts.  :P
And then .__________________.
Forgot then it's nothing :P

They went back with 5pm bus and left only 4 of us included ZA.
After half an hour of cycling we saw Keat An and Kok Seng's Gang comes down from bus.

We were going to Mcd afterward.
The four of us fit the car and only one person can add in.
Kok Seng passed by when we are leaving.
So only him are joining us.
Feel bad that the other cannot go together.
But there aren't places to fetch them there already.

Having a great time at Mcd.
ZA treats us Ice cream as promised last time.
"Who saw who first treats the ice cream" at Aeon.

My first Choco Top Ice Cream :)
* I lost the photo

There are one good time too :P
where others are chatting and ._______________.
Forget then nothing :P

We went back around 9pm and that's it.

Having headache that day.
Sleep early and wakes at 2am because of it.
Suffer for half an hour.
Almost cried of it.
But then slept :P

Ohya.. Thanks Wee for concerning me :P

Random 19 Jan 2013

Uni life is becoming boring.
I got nothing else to do except than just staying at hostel.
Why is that so?
Because I don't try to make new friends with others?
How?

Blek.
Don't think too much.
Just do what you should and what you want.

26.12.12

It's KaiYang 大日子 =)

We remember it even the day before it but it just not in our mind when we met him in class.
We saw it in FB and realise that we forget it.
So we called him and wish him.

We thought those guys didn't plan to celebrate his birthday.
They didn't say anything about it.
Aunty went out with Fujiwara and Lalat that night.
Momo suddenly called her and ask her to go out and celebrate KaiYang's birthday.
At last aunty didn't join us.
She can't make it :P

We go to TTU Mcd.
15 people except aunty sakai and jiayang.
It was fun.
I feels nice =)
We bought an "Indian Cake" for KaiYang.

Okay Done.

12 August 2011 in Ehpal Blog.

绳子
若把友情喻为绳子，那么朋友之间有着绑在一起的绳。
感情越好，绳子的圈数越多；感情破裂，绳子也就断裂。
其实，每一天那小小的问题，也是个大问题。
小问题发生时，绳子便开始燃烧。
越多问题，烧得越快，等待的只不过是有人把油洒上，一了百了。
烧尽的绳子，何来复原的机会？

若把亲情喻为绳子，那么家人之间有着缠绕在一起的绳。
感情越好，绳子缠绕得越复杂；感情不好，绳子缠绕得越简单。
但是，缠绕的绳子永远也不能解开，因为家人就是家人。

若把爱情喻为绳子，那么情侣之间有着困绑在一起的绳子。
感情越好，绑得越紧；感情淡了，绳结就松了，任何的一方轻易地就能够逃离这爱情结。

15-16 Jan.

Yes. The quote doesn't work.

SHIT.

既然有和没有都一样，

那还是没有

会比较好。

Random 13.01.13

Yes. Today is 13th January 2013 -.-

Going back home at 23rd January 2013 to 27th January 2013.
10 more days to go! :D

Wanna talk about myself..
I am feeling more confident if I am not mistaken :(
But it's not enough.
I still can't finish something myself.
Well.. Things will get better right?

Study is still okay.
Nothing much to study and I got plenty of time to finish it.
Many tests passed and having two tomorrow.
Electronic and Technical Communication.

Aunty keep going out with Danny and Zerro.
Which mean I am having the dinner myself alone.
Somehow.. I didn't feel anything toward it already..
It doesn't matter for me.
This is not good you know..
Not good..
But I can't do anything about it..
I won't change my mind and go out together with them.
Or Aunty won't change her mind and stay with me.
This would be not good for her.
Okay.. I don't know how to solve it.

Mid Sem Break.

One Week.
Back on Saturday.
Went to home at first. <3
Stay at ahma house.
It become ahma house already =(
Really move at 1 Jan.

Didn't touch any study.
Didn't buy new clothes =(
Didn't meet friends.
Didn't do anything useful =(

Drive car :D
Buy new jeans :D
Watch drama :D
Cook :D

Lalala ~