But I tried to do my best.
It just that..
I'm not smart enough, not good enough, not generous enough, not kind enough, not siew enough.
I wanted to do things well.
I look into everything when I do something.
But I always miss something.
I want to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend and a better me.
But everything is just not enough.
I asked myself why.
Am I too careless?
Or am I too "Bo Sim" ?
I wanted people to see me like this.
So I purposely do like this.
But I'm like that.
I'm not like this.
That's why I always tell myself that I'm a bad person.
What should I do then?
Like this or like that?
People should just be themselves but not following others right?
But if I do like that.. I'll feel myself a bad person.
At the same time if I do like this.. It's not me.
Aigoo.
Just spliting out my mind.
Going back Malacca today with Hong.
Here ends my mid-term break.
By Watching Drama, Struggling to study, Eating and Enjoy.
Just do what you want LOL.
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