Sem 3 Study Week.

Back on 20 December morning bus.
Want to do many things and eat many things.
Want to buy many things and make many things.
Want to study but not studying at all :P
Seem like not a person who is going to have her final haha.

Made Pau, banana cake and chocolate cake.
Banana cake very nice ^^

Got many drama to watch and currently watching 5 at the same time :P
Sot de.

Plan to go back malacca with Kee on Sunday by 5.30pm bus.
But don't know what mum and dad is worrying about.
Keep say don't better.
Just get in bus and get in bus then get in car.
Nothing to worry about.
Then have to change to Monday noon bus.
Have to back alone again.

Have party on 28 Dec Night.
Got Nasi Lemak and BBQ :D
Can't eat much :(
Don't know why I'm so full that time.
Oh and It is a party without Ying, Kun, Wee and Hong :)

Going back Malacca on 30 Dec..

My ear history

As you know, my ear wax is in solid state.
It gets bigger and bigger, more and more all the time.
So people should clear it after some time interval.
But I'm not dare to tick it out using the ear thing so I just ignore it.
Therefore, it has been two times that I have to consult doctor for it.
My hearing become unbalance and that is the time.
I have to drop med into the ear for about 3 days and get back to doctor for him to clear it.

27 October 2013.
I'm back from Genting.
My ear was pain without any reason and continues for about one week.
I consult doctor and inflammation happened.
Had antibiotics and med for sensitive.
For sure, med to drop is included.

XX November 2013.
Blood appeared. Pain came.
Went to consult doctor at Peringgit Polyclinic.
The doctor told me there is a hole on my membrane (耳膜)
She recommended me to Hospital Besar Malacca.

17 December 2013
I went to consult doctor at Hospital Besar.
Waited 2 hours for that 10 minutes.
The doctor make me clear my ear wax because she can't see.
After consulting she told me there is no hole and swollen happened at my ear canal.
Another med for dropping.

Tata The End :D

21.12.2013

Hello there :)
I'm home yesterday.
Study week now.
Don't know how to decide when to back Malacca and then heard that 28th got BBQ Party.
Okay done. Don't need to think much.
Back Malacca after 28th :)

See from Facebook that Mei kee them go for dinner yesterday :(
I would had been there too if I told her I'm back. I forgot.

I feel further from Aunty.
We got nothing to chat.
I don't try not to feel bad of her when she did something that doesn't match me.
But I won't show it too la..
Just something become different.
Which I don't know why.
But I believe that this will become better :)
Ah Sam just like usual.
Talk everything and do everything.

I'm good with friends.
Just like usual friend :)
I won't care much of what they think of me like last time.
Care until I can't meet their eyes.
Can't talk like me.

I thought about my LI before.
I am worried about it.
I have no destination to go and afraid of what awaiting me.
I don't know what should I do to get an internship.
I don't know where should I apply.
I am not expecting but worrying of it.
I need more confidence.
I'm not good enough to go further :(
In deep of my heart I know it's just an easy thing to do.
Just search for a company and apply.
If they ask for interview just go and if not just do it.
But I kept think of the hard part and ignore the easy part of it :(
Still got few months to go.
The more important thing I have to deal with myself is MUET.
I'm not good enough to get band 4 and not confident enough to get at least band 3.
Fighting!

My tablet is still under progress :(
Wonder when will I know whether it is fixable or not.
Shit.

I bought a dress for CNY :)
Something I would never do before.
I bought 3 T-shirts and tried to find for a green shorts but :(

Okay. That's all? :P