Emo time =)

It happened on yesterday. 04.09..
It began with my thought that it should be something on that day.
All of this actually just happen because im emo.
What if i told you im emo all the time? =')

We went to cafe for lunch.
But the new degree students are having their lunch there so there are many people.
We couldn't find any seats and it make me got no mood to stay there for any longer.
But then they are able to find a seat.
The next thing happen is that the plate are finished.
Btw im cough and eating 'yao fen' so i can't eat chili,egg,chicken and fries.
And there are nothing ngam for me to eat. I feel like not to have lunch and wanted to go to bp..
But aunty wanted to have her lunch. I can't leave her alone.
But finally we only eat roti.
Just a roti and i wish to have it at the bp =(
Really don't want to stay at cafe anymore.
But aunty said finished it just go bp... Okay then..

After roti aunty say she want to eat chicken rice somemore..
Okay fine. I go my toilet. But omg. The toilet is flooded with Shit.
I get back to seat and aunty told me she is not hungry liau. I told her i want to go toilet.
Then she just like bu gan yuan take bag and say zou lo..
I feel like she didnt want to go de..

Ahh.. I forgot to mention the part where I don't want to stay at cafe anymore because i got nothing to chat with those guys..
It would be suffer if i stay any longer because aunty can chat with them nicely..
It would be like im not a gang with them and stay alone there...

Feel like why m I so useless.. how can't I just act like normal but have to care about them.
It just feel different.. I can't be myself in front of them.
Then My dad suddenly pop out =)
Why m I complaining about this tiny things compared to what he faced for us?
SO sad to think about it. How he live there alone without family?
How tired is him.. How suffer?
Cant think any longer.. I will cry every time i think about it..
- The End-