Sunday, 23 December 2012

23.12.12

想要好好地哭一场,
却找不到个理由哭。

22.12.12

Another day without aunty.
No one says that one cannot live without someone.

I went to Aeon with KA YH and Wee.
Okay. I admitted that I thought it would be a group when i agreed to go.
But it just ends up with 4.
It's okay too. Nothing bad happen.
Just that I was headache and my leg pain after the movie.
I went to play badminton with them the day before.
So leg's muscle pain. While for the headache, it just happens.

Have an early sleep at 9. =)
Head pain. Eye pain. Hand pain. Leg pain.
What a pain day.

Friday, 21 December 2012

20.12.2012

The end of the world is spreading everywhere.
But we are sill alive on 21.12.2012.

Aunty went to camp after electronic class.
Lalat fetch her go central but she forgot to bring her purse.
She had to come back and take.

I had programming and TITAS class without aunty.
Programming was fun!
We learnt new things and the other friends make me feel that i'm not alone :)
While for TITAS it just as usual.
Just didn't feel safe without aunty sitting beside me.

Okay. I am becoming better =)

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

To: Ah Sam.

I choose to hate you at first.
But then aunty ask me to forgive you.
First, you can talk 4 hours phone with ZA but you can't reply me one message.
I was suffering that time.
So your not replying me message become a serious case.
Then, I told you I have to back hostel alone because aunty is going to central.
But you still choose to stay with ZA to do assignment. You claimed.
Okay. Do assignment is more important.
But after you came back hostel you didn't ask anything about me.
You know i hate and scare to be alone.
I message you that night. You didn't reply again.
Fine.
Did you forgot I ever tell you that don't change you mind because of us?
You don't really want to go for the "岁末祝福".
You give me excuse that you want to wash clothes when I ask you at the first time.
Well then I say wash clothes need use one day time?
You answer nothing.
Aunty didn't know I asked you about the 岁末祝福 and ask you again.
You hesitated and give a positive answer.
You were going.
After we went back to room. You message aunty.
You don't want to go because you are tired and don't feel like going.
You could just refuse us at the first moment.
We don't really mind whether you are going or not.
We are just asking. But it is sure that we hope you are going.


Sunday, 16 December 2012

The forth week.

Be a happy person. 
That's what we should apply in life.
But how many people can done that?

The memory still fresh.
But memory is still a memory.
It can't be repeated but created.
Appreciate is the only thing we can do.

I have to say that : Time passed. 
Dam Dam Dam Fast!
Still remember how did I step into UTeM with nervous feeling.
Can't imagine my Uni life.
Feel scare for everything.
Hoping to have a great life.
Wanting to adapt the environment.

All of those feeling just gone.
I adapt to my new life.
I am having a great life. 
If I am not mistaken.

14 weeks first semester passed.
4 weeks second semester passed.
What else?
3 years diploma passed and gonna have to bye bye to friends here?
It would be 'Oh my.. I can't imagine how..'

That's life isn't it.
天下无不散之筵席,
有聚必有散。


Week 2 Sem 2

The relationship between us become better already :)
I'm still trying to be a better me.
The class is not hard for me yet.
That's all =)

Today. 241112

Kind of fight with ah sam.
She told me I can't see the message for so many times.
But why I ignore it and look at it?
She straight away take away the phone after she feels that I'm looking at the message.
And told me ''I already say you cannot see.''
I make a joke then but she didn't respond to it.
She is angry.
Then I think everything and come out with a smile on my face.
For half an hour.
I talk nothing and didn't join their talk.
After ah sam go back to her room I started to clean up my mind.
Then I'm back.
A conclusion in my mind.
女生的友谊很脆弱,一件事就可以搞砸。
我是女生。
所以我不要搞砸,我回来了。

25 Nov 2012

It's sem 2 already. I'm 18 and I have to accept the reality.
Both aunty and ah sam gift me cup as birthday present.
But ah sam give me an apple box of star too :)
And aunty draw me a rabbit :D
Also gift me FooFoo.
I am happy. Yea :D
I get to eat cake this year. Mummy bought me an ice cream chocolate cake after I keep asking for it.

I like the new room arrangement.
It doesn't make the room looks smaller like last sem.

I like most of the lecturer.
The only thing I need to face my sem 2 is confident.
I have to be brave to expose myself and my willing to learn.
I want to get at least 3.9 for this sem.

The relationship between my course mate seem like changes.
Become not so good already..Is it because I always avoid from sitting with them and at last aunty tolerate with me make us have less chance to talk?
Hope not..
But why are they not informing us for anything already?
We didn't come in class they ask nothing.
The meeting cancel they didn't tell us.
They go watch movie didn't ask us.
I don't like this.. Feel like we are not in a tem..
I can be an outsider but not aunty..


Thursday, 15 November 2012

14.11.2012

It is another year again.
I am not hoping to have a special day.
But I'm happy.
with those wishes and heart..

Thank you is the only word to expresses my feeling.
I don't like to celebrate birthday in front of many people.
It is a show for me.
Just a wish from my friends and family is enough.
Accompany with some gifts is the best.  = P
But only a chocolate ice-cream cake.

Not even wanting to receive wishes from so call 'friends'
I'm sorry to say that my thank you to the 'friends' are not sincere.
For sure it is nice of them to wish me,
but they didn't expect to have a good thank you from me too. =)

题外话。
I got my finger bitten by bug on Saturday.
But my hand swell after i woke up from sleep that day.
I was shocked and imagined much which i used to do.
Will I lose my hand? That's the serious question.
Will I get attention for this? That's the silly question.
Stupid Siew is starting her emo time again.

I went to see doctor at 10pm and get an injection.
But it didn't seem to get well soon so I went to another doctor.
Different medicines were given.
My hand started to get well and recovered now. =)

Monday, 5 November 2012

父母恩重难报经 3/11

参与这手语舞台剧可说让我获益不浅,
但也同时让我认清事实。

跪羊图,子过,终曲
在这三幕里最让我感动的是跪羊图。
或许是因为我并没有投入在子过的演绎里,
因为只有一个动作。
而在终曲,
我必须把眼神专注于一个地方,
并不能感受那歌曲的歌词,
而且只做两个动作。

只有跪羊图能让我真正地深入其中。
不过到底有多深,就不从而知了。

Title

My new quote.
Wanna protection. But not worth protection.

I'm an ugly person. Not to mention the physical appearance. But in deep of my heart.
I'm not kind and as what others see me.
Don't ask me what is so bad about me.
It can't be written or spoken in any way.
Just feel me. And i'm bad.

Okay Emo time.
No one should ever care about me.
Just let me live my own life badly.
No one is good beside me..
What talking me :(

Im bad bad bad. When i said so, then i'm very bad.

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

感性理性

她说,
感性多一点,理性一点点。

我说,
我是个理性的人,感性来了,理性马上就跟着出现。

我只适合做个理性的人,
感性的我总会后悔做过的一切。

Monday, 22 October 2012

渴望


在独自一人的城市里
身旁没有熟悉的脸孔
在寂静的夜空下
总是不停地渴望

渴望别人帮助
渴望知己朋友
认为自己无助
认为自己愚笨

随着时间的流逝
对朋友的依赖有增无减
对家人的想念却相反
成为了可有可无
却很重要的存在

友谊万岁
爱情零岁
零经验是好是坏
无从知晓

渴望爱情
渴望得到爱
渴望别人爱护
渴望着不会属于自己的幸福

或许
在那遥远的天边
存在着我的幸福
不过渴望
让我想要现在拥有



Ehpal ♥

Love to live a life with Ehpal even though just for a short time.
Enjoy the feeling. Just relax and mind is clear.
Siew is just too tough to be.

Saturday, 20 October 2012

寻鼠启事

一个风和日丽的早上,
还在赖床的我被妈妈的叫声吵醒,
原来是咕叽咕叽不见了!

Blah Blah Blah..
Guchi is missing..
Can't find it anywhere in the house.
I sit in front of her house for almost half an hour..
Want to feel very sad but she just live in for 5 days..
Just feel don't want to raise another guchi if she really gone.

Btw.. I keep feel that she will come back..

Thursday, 18 October 2012

My new family member?

Guchi Guchi 

Move in at 15/10  
Try to name it as Bobby, Mandy, Cindy, Sandy, Vivi and 毛毛.

Unfortunately.. It is a secret family member. Cannot be notice by daddy and grandma.
Pity her. :P
Ohya, it is a her =)

Saturday, 13 October 2012

First Sem Break

Time passed so fast Blah Blah Blah..
4 months passes like that.
There are many things that I had learnt which can't be written or spoken out.
Especially from Aunty and Ah Sam. Tzu-Chi also.

Aiya.. Most important thing is...




It's Holiday!!

Okay okay.. 
I should list down what should I do in this holiday =)
1. Keep Fit :P
2. Take care of hair?
3. Don't stay at home everyday.
4. Learn to Drive :D
5. Eat Eat Eat!
6. Practice Hand Language :)
7. Lalala ~

That's all. It's quite little but hard to achieved. 
Okay Lazy to write anymore.


Bye Bye!!

Saturday Night in Home

Back from Malacca with much luggages.
Can't leave anything there and store is not prepared.

We went to Jonker and DP.
Eat at a shops that ghee say the desserts is nice.
But I just taste their laksa because of someone -.-

It was planned that we went by bus at 11am.
But those guys slept too late and can't woke up in the morning.
So we changed it to 12pm and we went there by car.
5 of them prepared well and want to go at 11.45am.
But we asked them to wait and lied them that we don't know how to go
Then WahlaoEh.
They leave a guy who know the road and go the Jonker first.
Finally a small kancil have to fit 6 persons -.-
When we arrived at the shops those guys called and told us they already went back home.
One have to back and pack things, One have to go KL already and One's mummy came to fetch already.
We feel so moody that time. Just 6 persons and it was not fun.
Eat until no mood..
After eating, all of the guys suddenly appeared.
They lied to us and we were so stupid that they actually eat with us just at the table beside us!
Feeling complicated. Happy and Angry at the same time.

After that we went to DP.
Ah Sam and those guys went to play roller skating.
Aunty and I went to shops.
Aunty don't want to play it the first time with friends but with baby =)
And I.. I scare to play it alone..
 Besides I don't know play also

 After that we went to MMU corner to have our dinner.
Just Ah sam, Elvin, Simon, Kok Seng and me.
Ah sam and me tried the vege last time baby want to take aunty and I go =)
Aunty went to MoonCake Festival at Cubic.

Well.. It's another ending of a day.



Friday, 12 October 2012

A Shining Friday :)

Finished our last English paper yesterday.
Everyone came out from the exam hall early except few person.
Not sure how to describe my feeling..
But I feel like It's not the end but just a beginning for me.

We planned to play bowling after the exam. Just the 3 of us and the unknown 3 guys.
But at last 18 of us went to play together =)
It's my first time to play bowling.
Another first time again ~.~
No one teach me how to play. Aunty and Ah Sam say just throw the ball.
Then I throw and get the highest mark for the first time!
Ah Sam get 7 Aunty get 5 and I get 8.
But it just for the first time. After that keep miss and hit nothing =(
At last.. I get the lowest marks.

Something that make me feel nice is..
They knew and they didn't leave me alone..
I know Ah Sam is trying hard to make me better.. But I just can't do it..
Sorry ya ah sam.

After that we went to eat steambot led by Justin.
17 person in 4 cars. :P
Luckily we have cars. If not we would not have a chance to experience a nice gathering :)
I had the feeling again that time.. Not dare to do anything..
Luckily Ah Sam and Aunty is by my side..
And some gentlemen that make and take food for us :D

Ohya.. I only know the price after I get there and it's RM22 per person!
It would be expensive if I go there with family.
But it's our gathering. It worth the price. =)

After that we snap a "全家福" in the shops and went back :)
Otw back they stop by to try coconut milk shake.
I was too full to try it :(
Nevermind! Sure got another chance isn't it?
9 persons were chit chatting happily.
Ohh.. Maybe i should write 8 persons. =)
Justin was so excited and talk non-stop.
But everything he says is about Aunty and Ah Sam. Bullying them.
Finally we went back hostel at 11.30pm. =)
It was another nice day


Thursday, 11 October 2012

10.10.12


First of all.. It was a nice day =)


First time stayed in McDonald for 7 hours..
First time tried to eat Mc Chicken..
First time tried to taste Oreo McFlurry..
First time to tell all my problem to them.. :')

Go to Mcd at 3.48pm by car.. I suggest to go one. haha
After that eat and chat..
Sit there until the rain fall heavily at 7pm :P
We saw the Mcd worker take umbrella for a family with two kids.
It's so nice of HIM. Not the Mcd


But it was so strange yesterday..
I first time felt i got nothing to chat with them while both of them are chatting happily :)
Maybe it's because i never really think about this problem when i was with them until yesterday.
Anyway.. they are so nice to lead me to talk.. Although it was a sad thing for me..

We change our seat to a more comfortable place afterwards and keep chatting.
Talk about how we thought of each others..
Still.. I have the biggest problem..
Only one word to describe : Think
I think too hard for everything until I can't afford to face with the problem.
Im the only one who cried yesterday thinking about my life.
Why am i living a hard life as i can make it better =)

Finally. We decided to back hostel at 11.30pm as the gate will close at 12am.
Like a Cinderella have to run away when it is 12am =)

As a Conclusion, It is a nice day of my life.


Wednesday, 10 October 2012

总结篇?

真是个忧郁的早上 =)
是时候来个总结了。

一个学期即将结束,
再过几天就要回家了。
想想看,
自己从来到这里的第一天
一直到今天学到了什么?

以前的自己是个连独自到一家店买东西都不敢的人
现在却可以独自搭巴士来到这里 =)
以前的自己是个什么决定都问妈妈的人
现在却可以自己思考自己的生活
以前的自己是个做什么事前都想太多的人
现在还是想太多...什么都不敢做...
以前的自己是个怕事的人,宁愿委屈自己也不会提出要求
现在有不同吗?=)
以前的自己总是爱幻想,
现在还是一样呢...
以前的自己总是认为自己很丑,见不了人
现在的自己...还是很丑... =)
只不过以前是样貌丑,现在是心里很丑...
以前的自己很自卑,总是认为别人比自己好
现在的自己还在自卑当中,
不过已懂得然自己不去在乎....=)

这样的我,和以前有什么不同吗?

视乎把学业抛在脑后了 :P
如果有人问我,你学了什么
我只能说,我学了“生存的法则”
1.不理 2. 不想 3. 看自己就好 =)
又离题了

课业上视乎没什么问题,
可是却有很大的问题。
我只会学习,不会实习 =|
做什么都 Blur...
不过现在视乎会练学习也有问题,
读了几遍同样的东西都记不住 =(

Okay.. 肚子饿了...
ByeBye 


Wednesday, 5 September 2012

Emo time =)

It happened on yesterday. 04.09..
It began with my thought that it should be something on that day.
All of this actually just happen because im emo.
What if i told you im emo all the time? =')

We went to cafe for lunch.
But the new degree students are having their lunch there so there are many people.
We couldn't find any seats and it make me got no mood to stay there for any longer.
But then they are able to find a seat.
The next thing happen is that the plate are finished.
Btw im cough and eating 'yao fen' so i can't eat chili,egg,chicken and fries.
And there are nothing ngam for me to eat. I feel like not to have lunch and wanted to go to bp..
But aunty wanted to have her lunch. I can't leave her alone.
But finally we only eat roti.
Just a roti and i wish to have it at the bp =(
Really don't want to stay at cafe anymore.
But aunty said finished it just go bp... Okay then..

After roti aunty say she want to eat chicken rice somemore..
Okay fine. I go my toilet. But omg. The toilet is flooded with Shit.
I get back to seat and aunty told me she is not hungry liau. I told her i want to go toilet.
Then she just like bu gan yuan take bag and say zou lo..
I feel like she didnt want to go de..

Ahh.. I forgot to mention the part where I don't want to stay at cafe anymore because i got nothing to chat with those guys..
It would be suffer if i stay any longer because aunty can chat with them nicely..
It would be like im not a gang with them and stay alone there...

Feel like why m I so useless.. how can't I just act like normal but have to care about them.
It just feel different.. I can't be myself in front of them.
Then My dad suddenly pop out =)
Why m I complaining about this tiny things compared to what he faced for us?
SO sad to think about it. How he live there alone without family?
How tired is him.. How suffer?
Cant think any longer.. I will cry every time i think about it..
- The End-

Monday, 27 August 2012

One Week Holiday

The day before i went back home there are only 3 person left in my hostel.
I was the only chinese and the only person in my house T.T
So So So scared that night. Even phone ringtone can make me shock.
The door just move a little bit due to the fan also can be shocked.

I thought it would be nice to get back home.
I thought i will go and shops some shirts.
I thought i will have a good time with my friends.
I thought i will have a good gathering with my family.

But what happen is I never step out of my house the whole week.
How amazing am I?
I didn't went for any shopping even once.
I didn't get to go out with friends but just met her once.
I didn't have a good time gathering with family because there are no party )=

That's my holiday.
Stay at home everyday and watch movie or drama.
Download youtube to watch here.
And eat eat eat eat eat!
It was nice.. i think.

Monday, 20 August 2012

My new maple Character LoveMilkTea 
Already Tried many names like
 xCoconut
 xHoneyDew
 Onew
♫ Chubby
♫ SambalSotong!
Hahaha. All appear as this name is currently in used.

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

14.8.12

It's Aunty Birthday..
We finished our class about 11.15am and back with 11.30am bus.
After preparing and wash her tilam
we wait bus at 2.30pm and take 3pm bus.
Arrive about 3.30pm and meet LTS at Mcd.
Go to Aeon and have lunch at Wok Sifu.
Both of us treat aunty =)

Then buy a bag as gift for her. Each people RM19.50 =p
Jalan jalan ahh..
And bought a clothes.
3 people shard a RM45. ah sam uncle and me.
After that ah sam dabao for her dinner at Tang Sifu and aunty treat us Chatime =D
But got pearl de so not nice to drink!!
Then we rush back to mc at 7.40pm. haha
Rush rush rush.... and back hostel.
Feel so strange without aunty. But then think back 3 of us just met for 2 months.
But feel like we already knw ea other for a long long time...

Tuesday, 14 August 2012

14.8.12

It's Aunty's birthday today xD
Ah Sam can't find a suitable bags to gift her as birthday present
so we are gonna giving it after her birthday =(

It's so strange.. Feel like it was my first time to celebrate friend's birthday.
Because we are gonna go to Aeon tomorrow after class.
Lunch and shopping there. Treat her meal. And if can buy her the bag! =D
Never celebrate a friend's birthday like this.
Just give a gift in the school and nothing already.

What's more interesting to state is it was Elvin's birthday 3 days ago.
11.8.12
Ah sam promised him to gift him a present as she cannot treat him Baskin Robin or Starbucks.
I was shock when Ah sam told me she buy belts and wallet cost RM119.90 for him.
I don't even bear to gift a friend more than RM30 like that but she wanted to gift him a gift with this price?!
So both of us ask her to keep it for next birthday boy and share among all chinese.
So ah sam gonna buy another gift for him tomorrow. =)

One more thing to say.
Im rushing my EW long report just now -.-
My eye is closing liau ...

Friday, 10 August 2012

My first tear in Malacca :p

It's so funny to write about this.
Watching Super Junior's Blue Tomorrow Music Video.
With the sad melody and lyrics,
Thought about many things..
About how i get along with new friends.
About how dramatics the relationships between CYS and the him.
About how i miss my family.
About how am i gonna live in the future.

Everything just came in the same time and i drop my first tear.
The first and only one. 
Although I also tried to have it out la haha.

Saturday, 4 August 2012

04.08.2012

Ermm... Forgot to write weekly already. =p
Went to AEON for Batman last Sunday.
Only 8 person and have a nice day =)

And have my first night test this Thursday in a Lab.
A good experience =)

Got a new boyfriend this week!
But is a SHE. Hahaha. Just playing around.
On... Wednesday? Not really sure already -.-

Emm.. Forgot others alr lar.. Next week baru write =p

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

草稿

Studying Engineering Workshop for test.
Already don't know how to study. Brain rust liao.

Im not stable right now. Not about my life but my attitude.
I know It's nothing. But at that moment i will just act like that.
Wanna change it desperately. T.T
But thing like this cannot be rush.

I feel great to know both of them =)
They are totally different from my old friends. One sha de and One siao de.
Luckily they didn't feel bothered to face with my problems together.
Thanks to them i can change better n better. =D

Got no problem with staying place already. Room become house. =p
Gonna miss it so much when im in campus.
But it's harder to get well with malays housemate already.
But then we are getting better. That's what more important.

Study lar! Still write nonsense here..

Friday, 20 July 2012

7th week

Not really sure it's 7th week or not alr.
Time passed so fast until I can't notice.

But what happens in this week is so 'scary'.
Not to say it in details but the main incident is about "Messaging".

Didn went back home with Hong.
Feel like I wanna catch up the study in this weekend.
Didn went for sports this friday.
Cannot cycling for one month.
So get back to hostel right away after we knew it.

Went to "Brother John" with them for the first time on .. Wednesday?



Ordered Spaghetti and Honey Milk. ♥ RM10.70 included taxes.





Have porridge again for Dinner. But much more delicious than the last time.

Because of the 'egg‘? I don't think so =p
But my pity 'chili' already rosak on that day T.T



Sunday, 15 July 2012

6th week

Class started and Lab session is beginning =)
Feel myself so stupid when i do the lab session.
Have to ask others for it every time. What did I learn in class har? T.T

Feel so bad to be in same group with 'Him' when lab session.
Never thought to ask how did i done the short report when it's my turn.
But asking me how to do it when it's him.
Ask me to do the conclusion and calculation thingy somemore.
What i beh tahan is he leave me alone to finish the works because he want to catch the bus.
Wei Hello. U want to back early Me too leh. How can u just leave me like that?!
Dam irresponsible and selfish lor. Shit.

Forget about the bad things.
I went back home this week =)
Friday morning 9.30 bus. I waited for the public bus at 7.40am but the bus came at 8.30am.
Scare die me. Cz it takes about an hour to reach Malacca Central from my hostel.
The main point is I don't know how to take Taxi if the bus really didn't come at last. =p

Ate Fish, Cabbage, Egg and a Soup for my first lunch at home.



Sambal Mihun for dinner. 







'' Xian Cha'' for the next day. Healthy ahh! =D




Saturday, 7 July 2012

5th week.

Not really know what am I learning in class.
Especially the FALSAFAH. Talking about ISLAM ah or SnT. =.=
Is it every University the same.
The lecturer can just skip whatever lessons they want and said this one is easy so don't need.
The lecturer can even do not appear and let us do the lab with the technician.
But without explaining what are we doing. Shit.

One thing to say is I fall down from stairs on Wednesday. 3 or 4 like that.
Cz the floor is wet after rain. Pigu pain. =D
And my phone is missing on Thursday.
But I still can 38 and joke with them. Can even said that I want to eat Sotong goreng that CYS bought.
Hahaha. But at last -.-
They take out my phone which they claimed as 'lost money'.
I never noticed it until they give me back my phone =3=

Went to PS again on Friday. Already become a routine. =D
But it was fun. Badminton and Cycling.
What's not good is how can she just leave like that..
U thought i sit on there just to watch the view?
No lor. Im accompanying u. But that's u. I knew it before u leave. =)

About my lunch and dinner. I miss my mum's cooking T.T
Keep eat the same things everyday.
Feel like vomiting when i saw things like 经济饭 outside.
Cz i eat it everyday for lunch.
And keep goreng for dinner. =(

Monday, 2 July 2012

Forth week in UTeM or Malacca?

Seems like I forgot to write about it =)
Have a long weekend this week. Just a feeling lar..

Monday until Thursday class like usual.
Friday got no class and went to old Jusco for shopping.
Bought Lipton Milk Tea and Chocolate Milk =D
Aiya.. See another interesting post about bus at Diary Dailyz.
Then went to campus at 3pm. Plan to play badminton at 5pm but guys changed plan and start at 3.
Badminton for 4 hours until leg almost patah. Although I only played for 3 times =P
After that went to MMU corner for dinner.
Get back to hostel by Wen Thao's car.

Went to charity walk at Saturday morning. Not really nice. Just walk for few minutes around Bukit Beruang.
Dataran Pahlawan the next destination. Not really got mood to walk. But cannot go back hostel alone mah..
So not in condition the whole 'journey'?
Watched Vampire ______ movie. RM11.00. My first movie in cinema with them =)
Went back hostel after that.

Went for charity day of Tzu-Chi on Sunday morning.
Visit Ah gong Ah ma, Chen De Ming and a 关怀个案.
Again same. Look for interesting post of charity day at Diary Dailyz =D
Then 8pm went to Tzu-Chi again to learn 手语。
Feel great to learn something new.

That's all for my forth week. =)

Wednesday, 27 June 2012

24.06.2012

Late 3 days to write about this. =)

All diploma first year Chinese went to KL on this day to join a program ' Dialog bersama Perdana Menteri'.
It was a great day. I thinks.
We get in bus at 9am in the morning and stop at highway about 11am.
We had our breakfast there -- RM2.00 Nasi Lemak.
Oh ya, I get to know how is Cool Blog at there =D
It is pink in color.

Then we went to Mid Valley and I think i went there before =3=
And I get to know how is ChaTime =D
They went to Sushi King for lunch.
Aiya... My first time with them ah!
But i feel like vomiting when i smell the taste of sushi. =X

After that is UM. Get to meet PM. hahaha.
But i just sitting there and wait the time passed.
What so strange is i went to toilet for at least 6 times that day. =.=

Then we get to eat Ikan Bakar for free! At Malacca lar.
Don't know which big people treat us =P
But why did i sit in front of those guys that I didn't know. -.-
Not really enjoy that meal.
Back to hostel then.
-The End-

Saturday, 23 June 2012

22.06.2012

A tired and Interesting day.

Finally i get to go to Mydin by bus.
But what's so funny is I wait the bus from 12.50pm until 2pm.
And suddenly i realize it's Friday =3=
Their 'sembahyang' day.

I have my lunch  there. RM6.50 Mee Udang. Less mee but more Udang. How to full har?!
Walk back to my hostel at 3pm but arrive at 4pm simply because I am lost. LOL
Going to a wrong way and turn back.

Wait for UTeM Bus at 5pm bus the bus came at 5.45pm. Another hour wasted in waiting bus. =3=
Go to Pusat Sukan and have a nice 'basketball match' with guys.

Going to Mydin again at 8pm with housemate to have dinner.
Again we wait bus from 9pm to 10pm but the bus never come.
Thought of going back with taxi but there are 5 of us. The taxi can only fetch 4 person =3=
Walk walk walk and walk.

 Have a nice day.

Thursday, 21 June 2012

Third week! O_O

Time passed so fast until I didn't notice. Bla Bla Bla.

So fast it's my third week in UTeM.
Still can't change.. No.. It can't be 'change'.
Still can't open my heart to accept the truth?
What am i writing now =3=

Whatever, because of my 'sikap' --> Silent silent n silent.
Still can't get better with Chinese guys here. Too bad.
And for sure I wish I can talk like usual or like a friend with them.
But the words just can't get out of my mouth every time i face with them.
Why har? T.T

Except than that, nothing much to talk about =)
Class, class and class. Sleep, sleep and sleep.
Oh ya, i hate the cafeteria in campus. =.=
Have to eat chicken for my lunch everyday. So Shit lar! =3=

Not going back home this weekend.
Gonna explore Malacca on Saturday gua... =D

Thursday, 14 June 2012

Second week?

It's only Thursday and I am writing it.
Going back home tomorrow 


Well... The second week is so relaxing.
No class but just introduction about the subject.
Many classes are cancelled.

That's all =)

Sunday, 10 June 2012

First Week in UTeM

One Word -- Tired.
Sleep after 12am and wake up before 5am everyday.
Never tried before.

For sure, there are something else except tired.
Live a life without family T.T
Make new friends. =)
But Siew still like usual.. Dare not to talk.. ( Damm.)

Boring ceramah. Sure feel sleepy every time.
Chicken Chicken and Chicken for each meal. =3=

And the most intereating part for me " Explorace UTeM"
We were in Group and have to run all over the Uni to complete tasks.
The most cute game for me is Bib-Bib. Coz we get the same order as last group and we finish it at once.
Well... I was the person who won this. Hehehe.
And our group get the first place among 14 groups.

 !Mafia Number 1! 

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

나도 너는 싫어거든요!
왜 계속 자기 너무  좋은  생각해? 바보!

Self Translate from BC to KL. Do not take it seriously.
http://www.emocutez.com

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Finally decided where is my next destination.
I can't say it is really what i want.
But at least i feel its quite okay.

I have to say that i wasted my time thinking what do i want to study.
Or what do i like actually.
Coz it doesn't take into consideration for this decision. =)

I only go because it is the simplest way.
Okay lar.. Its also because i don't want to think so much anymore.
Really can think until my head burst!
http://www.emocutez.com

Wednesday, 9 May 2012

大学大学,大人的学府。
我还只是个小孩。 
MyEm0.Com
What should i say...=D
Im such a failure.

Sunday, 15 April 2012




久违的SHERLOCK专辑,在推出后的24天后终于拿到了。 =)
Sherlock 셜록 with Onew Cover and Onew Poster.  
And luckily! I get the Big photocard of 5 of them with all their sign. 



PS: I get it on 13th April!

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

Who is going to tell me so what?
Im starting to feel very depressed.
Yes, im so stupid. Is this enough?
Wow. Showing off my B grade english.
Great.
Anyone understand what am i talking now?
Im just saying nonsense.

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Unsafe at home.
Feel like alone.
But family is still family.
Bagai air dicincang tidak akan putus.

Monday, 5 March 2012

2012年3月5日

안녕하세요! 저는 Siew 이에요.
Hello! I'm Siew.

这么简单的一句话,
打出来已不成问题。
但是,除了这一句话,
再也想不出还有什么是自己写得出来的。

Sunday, 26 February 2012

Passed the drive test on 21 February.

Felt so happy after i passed the test inside,
But i passed the test outside with ashamed.
Because i passed just because i gave 'kopi' money.

Saturday, 18 February 2012

一通电话,打乱了我的思绪。
原本只想着明天要几点起来,
明天早餐吃什么,
明天要做什么等等等......

现在满脑子却只想着我以后想要做什么?
未来的路要怎么走?
我要怎么决定?

结果得出的结论是:
中五是幸福的。

那时候只需要读书读书再读书,
确实,会很有压力,
不过需要做的就只有读书。
现在,需要考虑然后决定,
而这个决定却又决定着自己的未来。
话说,我是不是想太多了?

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Thursday, 16 February 2012

考试过了有两个月那么久了,
一直到我现在不知道要用电脑做些什么,
常对着电脑发呆。


在考试那段期间还对着自己说:
如果可以让我过着休闲的日子,
那我肯定不会埋怨,
因为只有尝过的人才会了解休闲的日子多么难能可贵。


可现在不过短短的两个月,
就已经闷得想哭了。

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

Feel like got so many things to write but actually nothing. wahaha ~


Teach me drive de uncle so .____. de
First time is when i drive straight road.
I drive until too happy? easy? or syok.
Didn't see dao yellow line and then i stop on the line. gg kena say.
But then when he drive me home sendiri stop on yellow line pulak!
http://www.emocutez.comSecond time is when he drive me home
every time keep ask me to pakai tali keselamatan.
The problem is not the police but is he no pakai pun!


A cincai post request by yenying.
Deep rooted Tree!
Daebak!
Testing 123!
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